It's Tough Being a Good Christian

Scripture
Psalm 101:2-5

I act with integrity of heart
    within my household.
I do not allow into my presence anything base.
    I hate wrongdoing;
    I will have no part of it.
May the devious heart keep far from me;
    the wicked I will not acknowledge.
Whoever slanders a neighbor in secret
    I will reduce to silence.
Haughty eyes and arrogant hearts
    I cannot endure.

Observation
Do I sometimes not act with integrity within my home?  Yes
Do I sometimes allow anything base, or wrongdoing into my life? Yes
Do I sometimes allow wickedness into my life? Yes
Do I sometimes gossip? Yes
Do I sometimes look at others like I'm better than them? Yes

Application
I must recognize the wicked person that I am and cast him out. I can't do it alone. I'm too weak. I need first of all, Jesus.  With Him I am strong enough.  He has sent me a wonderful wife to help and really good friends to help as well.  I must remember that I need them to help me.

Prayer
Dear Lord, forgive my wicked ways. Stand beside me and keep me strong so I can do your Will. I am weak and constantly need Your help. Never leave me, always be at my side. Have mercy on me. Amen.